an inspirational, fiction, romantic book

about a young woman named Torian, who had a rough childhood being raised by an abusive alcoholic, single mother. Her grandmother would take her and her siblings to church, where they were baptized. Unfortunately, her grandmother passes away, which leaves Torian to raise herself and siblings.

With determination to escape home, she gets a full scholarship to college where she is swept off her feet, by what she thinks is the love of her life, but isn't.

The relationship she has with God is shaky.  Torian stops loving herself and starts making reckless choices. She stops caring about life.

However, things  begins to put her life back together, with the help of her friends. She discovers her purpose, which leads her to a relationship of true love.